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Monday, February 8, 2010

~give up~

memulew..aku ckap ngn akak..dun you eva give up..apew jew result dpat..kitew uat bodoh..at last...aku yg xley trime..aku da xpect da result mcm tuh..slamew aku idop..ini lew result pling terok + dasyat gilew yg aku penah dpat..aku xtaw camnew nk btaw my parents...da mlam da pown...aku xcall pown..msg pown x...aku xsnggup nk btaw...

"mak..iti da kecewekan mak"

agak2..kalo kite jadik mak,kecewa x ati kitew...??aku taw mak aku mmg xkan salah an aku or what..it juz..aku sendiri ley pikir..da bagik mak result terok..abesy xkire kecewe kan mak kew tuh...????

HAJAR..WHAT DID YOU DO....???SMPAI RESULT KO TEROK MCM NEH....????

ingat..ko blajar demi ALLAH...demi MAK...demi ABAH...

otak aku mmg serabot ggilew nk mati skunk neh...aku smpai xley nk focus...

aku taw..aku adew 90% lagik nk kejar towk final neh..i have to fight..but somewhere in my mind..aku sgt kecewa ngn diri aku sendiri...

seriously...aku GIVE UP...tipu ar aku lngsung xrase mcm tuh..hurm..............

akak..tolong adek...adek nyew smangat da ilang neh...gelak..nyayi kuat2...smue fake..fake at all...nk try lupew an result...hate it!!!!

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nwei..ari neh budak fizikal adew malam DINAMIKA...kiteowank budak hayat..xdew pown tyme sem lepas...sbab H1N1...

JELEZ...ngn nisa..roomate aku...dak fizik...n smue budak2 fizik yg laen...xacik diowank adew dinner...

tadi an..dlam hati yg lara neh..aku bagik nisa pinjam ju kebaya aku...ngn songket skaly..tudung pown...kasot jugak..haha..make up diew..ajar diew jage posture badan..hoho..

diew da lew xpena pkai gurlish2 neh...abesy aku transform diew jadik ayu..ngn aku suro pkai accessories kau skaly..haha..puas ati dpat ciap an diew..

xpat p dinner..ciap an owg nk g dinner pown cukop ar..ahax~

Saturday, February 6, 2010

~i called her akak~

akak..post neh adek dedicate an towk akk...

actualy..she's not my real akak..bukan jugak akk angkat..jaowh skaly akk tiri..tp kiteowank adek bradek..laen mak laen bapak..COMPLICATED an relation kiteowank...???

diew budak depan bilek aku...a.k.a ketua blok aku..diew jugak classmate aku..diew lew membe group english aku..dri sem 1 smpai 2..diew jugak membe KUMBE math aku..tyme sem 1..sem 2...??kumbe da xbegerak..haha..

tyme kuliah...diew dowk sblah aku..dlam kelas pown lebey kuang sblah ar..whay i called her as 'akak'...??sbab diew tua stahun dri aku..haha..actualy..i lurve her as akak..aku tinggal sbulan stengah jew lagik nk membuang mase ngn akk aku neh..huhu..pas neh smue da uat haluan msing2..=(

akk..diz monday result mid sem da kuaw an..adek nk ckap neh..no matter apew yg kitew dpat..adek hope kite due2 kuat an diri..adek dpat rase result adek terok..apew pown result akak..i'll be besides u okey...??n apew pown result adek..adek hope u'll be right beside me..

after pat result..kite uat bodo jew result tuh...n now..adek nk ckap..kite fight abesy2..fight for the rest one n the half month..final pown da xlamew..bulan 4 jew..adek nk kitew syame2 success..adek neh mmg xpandai manew..tp pas neh..klu akk gase xdew kawan dtudy....akk taw an bilek manew akk nk crik..

klu akk rase lapar+ xdew mkanan...akk taw an bilek manew akk nk crik..klu akk ilang smangat..akk dtg ar katil adek..insyaALLAH semangat tuh dtg..semangat study+smangat tido..uiks!!klu akk rase sday+ nk share..akk crik ar adek..klu akk rase sakit..nk owg hibur an hati..akk crik ar adek..boley adek menari towk akk..since adek neh an profesional singer n dancer..oooppss!!!adek sentiase doa kite syame2 success..

let bygones be bygones..let's fight till 6 feets underground...hoho..

after all yg kitew da fight..we fight till the end..kite fight syame2...okey...??

thanx towk smue yg akk uat towk adek..+ smue yg akk da tadah tlinge dgar masalah adek..hehe..thanx ajar adek kawat..mmg respect ar bilew akk kawat..hoho...ajar adek kai selendang..huhu..

last but not least..sowey for everything i'd done wrong...

.::LURVE YOU AKAK ::.