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Monday, February 8, 2010

~give up~

memulew..aku ckap ngn akak..dun you eva give up..apew jew result dpat..kitew uat bodoh..at last...aku yg xley trime..aku da xpect da result mcm tuh..slamew aku idop..ini lew result pling terok + dasyat gilew yg aku penah dpat..aku xtaw camnew nk btaw my parents...da mlam da pown...aku xcall pown..msg pown x...aku xsnggup nk btaw...

"mak..iti da kecewekan mak"

agak2..kalo kite jadik mak,kecewa x ati kitew...??aku taw mak aku mmg xkan salah an aku or what..it juz..aku sendiri ley pikir..da bagik mak result terok..abesy xkire kecewe kan mak kew tuh...????

HAJAR..WHAT DID YOU DO....???SMPAI RESULT KO TEROK MCM NEH....????

ingat..ko blajar demi ALLAH...demi MAK...demi ABAH...

otak aku mmg serabot ggilew nk mati skunk neh...aku smpai xley nk focus...

aku taw..aku adew 90% lagik nk kejar towk final neh..i have to fight..but somewhere in my mind..aku sgt kecewa ngn diri aku sendiri...

seriously...aku GIVE UP...tipu ar aku lngsung xrase mcm tuh..hurm..............

akak..tolong adek...adek nyew smangat da ilang neh...gelak..nyayi kuat2...smue fake..fake at all...nk try lupew an result...hate it!!!!

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nwei..ari neh budak fizikal adew malam DINAMIKA...kiteowank budak hayat..xdew pown tyme sem lepas...sbab H1N1...

JELEZ...ngn nisa..roomate aku...dak fizik...n smue budak2 fizik yg laen...xacik diowank adew dinner...

tadi an..dlam hati yg lara neh..aku bagik nisa pinjam ju kebaya aku...ngn songket skaly..tudung pown...kasot jugak..haha..make up diew..ajar diew jage posture badan..hoho..

diew da lew xpena pkai gurlish2 neh...abesy aku transform diew jadik ayu..ngn aku suro pkai accessories kau skaly..haha..puas ati dpat ciap an diew..

xpat p dinner..ciap an owg nk g dinner pown cukop ar..ahax~

Saturday, February 6, 2010

~i called her akak~

akak..post neh adek dedicate an towk akk...

actualy..she's not my real akak..bukan jugak akk angkat..jaowh skaly akk tiri..tp kiteowank adek bradek..laen mak laen bapak..COMPLICATED an relation kiteowank...???

diew budak depan bilek aku...a.k.a ketua blok aku..diew jugak classmate aku..diew lew membe group english aku..dri sem 1 smpai 2..diew jugak membe KUMBE math aku..tyme sem 1..sem 2...??kumbe da xbegerak..haha..

tyme kuliah...diew dowk sblah aku..dlam kelas pown lebey kuang sblah ar..whay i called her as 'akak'...??sbab diew tua stahun dri aku..haha..actualy..i lurve her as akak..aku tinggal sbulan stengah jew lagik nk membuang mase ngn akk aku neh..huhu..pas neh smue da uat haluan msing2..=(

akk..diz monday result mid sem da kuaw an..adek nk ckap neh..no matter apew yg kitew dpat..adek hope kite due2 kuat an diri..adek dpat rase result adek terok..apew pown result akak..i'll be besides u okey...??n apew pown result adek..adek hope u'll be right beside me..

after pat result..kite uat bodo jew result tuh...n now..adek nk ckap..kite fight abesy2..fight for the rest one n the half month..final pown da xlamew..bulan 4 jew..adek nk kitew syame2 success..adek neh mmg xpandai manew..tp pas neh..klu akk gase xdew kawan dtudy....akk taw an bilek manew akk nk crik..

klu akk rase lapar+ xdew mkanan...akk taw an bilek manew akk nk crik..klu akk ilang smangat..akk dtg ar katil adek..insyaALLAH semangat tuh dtg..semangat study+smangat tido..uiks!!klu akk rase sday+ nk share..akk crik ar adek..klu akk rase sakit..nk owg hibur an hati..akk crik ar adek..boley adek menari towk akk..since adek neh an profesional singer n dancer..oooppss!!!adek sentiase doa kite syame2 success..

let bygones be bygones..let's fight till 6 feets underground...hoho..

after all yg kitew da fight..we fight till the end..kite fight syame2...okey...??

thanx towk smue yg akk uat towk adek..+ smue yg akk da tadah tlinge dgar masalah adek..hehe..thanx ajar adek kawat..mmg respect ar bilew akk kawat..hoho...ajar adek kai selendang..huhu..

last but not least..sowey for everything i'd done wrong...

.::LURVE YOU AKAK ::.

Friday, January 22, 2010

~here's our plan~

back from langkawi already...our 1st family vacation in 2010...plan for 2010..already made in our family..

2nd vacation..going to sabah...

3rd vacation..going to dubai...

hurm..14 feb..my lurvely n only akak that i have..getting engaged..with a guy name raden..

15 feb..my lurvely 2nd bro..getting engaged too..with a gurl name asilah..

the biggest plan for diz year..10 october..both my akak n bro getting married..

sumtimes..

i feel so happy..knowing that my akk n bro will have their own family..

however..sumtimes...

i feel so sad..dun know why..on my 2nd thought..i know why..i'm going to loss them..

not losing for a bad reason..

it juz..they'll moving out from thiz house..with their husband n wife..

it's really a different feeling when ur siblings already married..

same goes with my along..

dulu...

bilew taw along nk kawen..mmg xcited gilew ar..

my first siblings getting married..

dlu tyme blajar pown mmg xdowk uma..tp..

bilew da kawen..

btowl2 moving out from thiz house..

got his own family..

mmg besh...

aku admit..adew akk ipar..yg baek..cantek plak tuh..

tmbah lgik ahli family neh..

along mmg xberubah..

dri kecik smpai skunk tuh jugak prangai..hoho..

after knowing akk n bangah will getting married..

feels that..

i'm gonna misz the tyme that we had together..

as a siblings..

nevertheless...

i'm glad..

diowank nyew pilihan..

mmg terbaek..same goes to along..

when along decide to marry kak linda once..

rase nyew..

sbab kiteowank too close as a siblings,

so..to let my akak n 2nd bro moving out..

it's too hard for me...

bangah told me..

perhaps..diew xkuaw dri uma neh..

pas kawen..kak asilah dowk cini..

bangah got his own reason..

to him..

telampau lamew diew tinggal an family..

form 1 till 5..skulah kt STAR..perak..jaowh2..

abesy spm..2 years..uat A level kt uitm..

5 years..stay in germany..

i dun know..could be bangah xkuaw..could be yes..

huh!!!!

end of thiz year..bangyong..fly overseas..further his study..going to have a title as DR.FIRDAUS..hoho..taking his Ph.D..

besh nyew jdik bangyong..superb genius..graduate jew..tros u amek kejew..bgik scholar..smbung study..xyah amek master plak tuh..mmg brilliant..tros Ph.d...

me...??haha..angan2 mat jenin jew lowh..~

~perasaan yg berkecamok~

~da nanges pown tulis bende neh~

Thursday, January 14, 2010

~new stocky~

kelmarin..bru aku realize yg stok perfume aku yg byk tuh da out of stock..hukhuk..so..tepakse ar layang an duet bli stock baru...

bau nyew bau..tejumpe lowh perfume yg sgt wangi...RALPH LAUREN>>ROMANCE..mmg wangi ar..xkn busok plak an..hukhuk..bli satu set..ngn body lotion skaly..erm..


da bli tuh..adew plak sowank promoter neh approach suro bli perfume laen..mak aik...klu diew support xpew gak..dengar nyew dengar..bau nyew bau..akhir nyew terbeli gak satu...huhu..EMPORIO ARMANI>>DIAMONDS..ingat an bli dpat diamonds..xdew ar plak..huisy..



cukop ar shoping towk smlam...to be continued....>_<

Monday, January 11, 2010

~MUET result~

yeah2....akhir nyew penantian result for MUET berakhir jugak...

lega da pat result...alhamdulillah...

  Index Number : MM115/4...
Identification Card (IC) : 910726.....
Name : SITI HAJAR ..
   
BAND ACHIEVED : =)


~epie oliday~

akhir nyew...aku cuti!!!

    yeah2..saye cuti...

lamew gilew xup8...mmg xdew time ar nk up8..too msny things happen to me..2009 pown da pergi...

kau ( 2009 ) pergi.....pergi....kau pergi....*mcm lagu aizat menang AJL smalam*

ckap psal AJL..teringat FAIZAL TAHIR...aku..confirm2 ar the biggest fan of him..not the biggest loser okey...

sday ar diew xpat uat gimik yg segempak last year..last year nyew perfomance..mmg gempak gilew ar..

tapi...smalam pown power tuh diew nyanyi...suare diew..mmg xsame lngsung ar mcm sore aku..uiks!!!

okey2..melalut lak..skunk ngh cuti mid sem..mid sem exam....???

don't speak....haha...benci ar..aku xtaw asal math aku hampeh sgt...mmg aku ngn math ditakdirkan xbersamew..ahax~

lantak ar..da lepas pown..

kepadew smuew...appie oliday....!!!

Saturday, November 21, 2009

~what a very beautiful + happy day~

for the first time in my life...i'm hanging out with him...

juz two of us...huu...damn happy...

what a very beautiful day eva....

but got no pic...

sbab diew xuke..

bajet ensem...nyampah...

hoping will meet him soon...

****happy****

why all the letters are orange in colour...??

because it is really an "orange" day for me..=)